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*hug* [Aug. 15th, 2004|09:40 pm]
[My bones, my soul, and my heart feel... |depresseddepressed]
[The things that are playing in my head are... |I'm watching "Monk."]

Hey. I didn't feel like posting this in my usual journal, 'cuz no one really cares about that anymore. I love you guys...

*My eldest cousin's on suicide watch. He took 12 of my uncle's ambien, or something like that. According to grandma, his OCD and depression were getting to him and he felt like he should just end it.

*My dog got bit by a rattlesnake yesterday. For a while, we didn't know if he'd live or not. It looks like he will, but according to the doctor, there are no guarantees.

*I had my last shift at the library yesterday. Whoopee.

*I couldn't go to youth group at church tonight because we had to pick up my dog from the TLC hospital. I couldn't get some, er, things taken care of... so that'll have to wait until next week. Oh well.

Soo... yeah. I've been reading a lot more than usual. I finished the prologue for the third book I've tried to write this summer. I doubt I'll ever finish it, so I won't really curse it by mentioning it here.

As you can see, I'm feeling kinda low. I encourage friends to call... If y'all can't, or don't have the time, I understand.

I can't believe I'm saying this, even though I say it every year, but I MISS SCHOOL.

And don't call me a fucking nerd, you rat bastard! I'm allowed to miss the place I spend 3/4 of every year at!

zzzzzzOtay. That's all. For now...

more Pictures may come tomorrow, no guarantees...

[User Picture]From: make_me_alive
2004-08-20 01:51 pm (UTC)

oh becky i'm sorry!
and i'm sorry that it's taking me this long to respond

i forgot about jaded ones for a little there

i'm a horrible member

i hope your dog gets better <3
and that your cousin will be okay.

i kinda miss school too......

and no i'm not a nerd.
neither of you
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